I am so excited. Means this little baby girl has a really really good chance of survival now. I also got my second round of steroids so her lungs should have the best chance of maturity.
I have been having a little bit of a rough couple of days though.
I started bleeding on Sunday and it scared me. Makes me realize why people say everyday matters and I can see now why everyday this girl gets to stay in my belly is a gift to be thankful for.
So today is the first morning since Sunday with no bleeding. Makes me feel good. Hopefully things have calmed down in my uterus.
Baby girl is doing real good though. She's moving and kicking a lot.
My two other ones have started all day preschool which I think is good for them. Our little Aedan is still adjusting to it though. Apparently he cries when daddy drops him off and that just breaks my heart. I wish I could be there for both of them right now and I really hope my being in here won't somehow scar them to much.
I am grateful for the fact that my husband is such a great dad but they need their mommy too. If things will go well I am not coming home for another 2 month and I've been here 1 month already. But
there is nothing I can do about it. I have to trust that all will be well in the end and this is the path my family has to go at this time.
See I am trying to be trusting and faithful :)
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