25 weeks 2days

We are still sitting in the hospital. The exciting update for this week is that I get to ambulate three times per day on the unit. I am excited about that. Baby and I had a really good quiet week. No bleeding, no contractions. Just happily sitting here and growing a baby. 

9 more weeks to go. 

Overall I have been feeling pretty well. Now and then I have a little breakdown when I envision the day of the surgery. I am scared that I won't wake up postoperative. But I am trying to be positive and quite frankly I am trying to find my faith that I lost somewhere after my teenage years.

It's a slow process. Overall I believe that this is my road to walk. What the outcome will be I don't know. I try to trust that I am meant to be around longer. To be a good mother and to be there toraise my beautiful children, to be there for my husband so him and I can raise this family together and follow our dreams.

Oh how I hope that that is what is meant for me. 

I am distracting myself by working on my crotchet projects. That is another hospital goal. To get better at crocheting. 

Here's what I have done this week.